Why do I do this to myself? I let down my guard so easily, allowing myself to be set up for disappointment. I just want to feel secure again.. and to not have to see things I don't want to see. To not even have to worry those things are even going to be there. I'm starting to question everything.
Should I dig deeper for the truth?
Or should I just accept the unknown and move on?
Ughhh my tummy doesn't feel well..