i fucking hate when people stick their noses where they don't belong and don't even get all their facts straight before they open their fucking mouths. you fucked up an amazing thing for me and made me look like something i'm not, and no one fucking believes a word i said and that's so fucked up because who the fuck are you to be trusted?! i am not a bad person, i did nothing wrong, and i end up fucking lost and empty. for nothing. over fucking nothing. thanks fucking assholes with big fucking mouths and no sense of fucking respect.
i've been holding this in for a week now and for some reason i just fucking snapped. i'll get over things and get on with my life and continue living, but i don't trust fucking anyone anymore and i'm mourning over the loss of something that was so fucking important to me when i really should be enjoying that to the fullest and loving life.