Today I'm going to make a list of all these problems that I have with myself or with my past, I'm going to write why they bother me and how they've affected my life negatively, I'm going to re-read it all to myself once, and then I'm going to throw it all away. And once that piece of paper is in the trash, I'm making a personal goal to myself that I'm going to never let those things bother me again. Consciously, or subconsciously.
I'm also going to make a list of the things I want to either have done or in the works by the end of February. If I'm not happy with myself and my life right now, I need to take responsibility and change what needs to be changed. And I need to stick to this plan I'm setting for myself.